the AJ dance alumni are staging their 2nd individual performance!!
pity i couldn't join them this year, due to the exams. but i'm sure it'll be a fantastic show. my seniors are fantastic dancers and choreographers, considering the fact that AJ dance gets gold for syf annually (^_^)
oh no!!!!!!! i finished reading dan brown's angels and demons!!!!!!
now i'll be really bored!
what can i do!!!!!!!
when it get's bored! and cold! and lonely!!!! in this horrible office!?!?!?!?!!?!?!
427 pages worth of words!!!! and i finished it in days!!!!!!
i need another book...another online book...anybody, any ideas?!?!
Pain is part of growing up. It's how we learn
nope, no photos.
yes had plenty of fun.
yes got home at 6am this morning.
yes got reprimanded by mum this afternoon when i got up at 1pm.
yes i cleaned the house today.
yes, i know everything is physical.
no, i will not allow myself to be used.
can anyone actually indulge in physical pleasures with no emotional strings attached?
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i cannot wear jeans to the office =(
came in office on time today!!! yeah!!!
but...had a tiny prep talk with my manager regarding my attire. damn...they must have blacklisted me by now.
i was told i cannot wear jeans to the office, to upkeep the image of the company. well, i dun agree with it cos i'm only a temp...but then again they are giving me my salary, so ok lor...
but seeing that today is a fri, i assume that it's dress down day and wore jeans! hahahaha....
so my supervisor (conveniently sitting in front of me) seeing that i wear jeans reminded me that i'm not allowed to...
and i, retorted in the most innocent way
"oh...your dun have dress down day ah? today friday right?? " (blink blink)
"usually 5 day week then have u can only wear jeans on sat"
"oh but i temp only mah, thought it's ok...heee..." (blink blink blink)
and so we talked about how other co's are so strict they dun even allow ladies to wear pants, all skirts...kao...
if it's hotel, ok la, i agree...but it's jus ntuc lor...and it's a blardy bureaucracy...
plus it's a call centre job! it's not even front line...serving customers in the face...sigh...
i want out...but i need money to go hongkong...blah blah blah...
club momo
went down 2 club momo on wed. it wasn't too bad...like most other clubs...music wasn't all that haps but i do appreciate the concept of a live band room n an (though a bit small) al-fresco area. the crowd was pretty ok too...we ended up playing 5-10 and and its amazing how we can actually have so much fun jus doing that, it'd b better if the drinks weren't so watered down though... then went on the dance floor and for the first time with this gang of pple, i saw them dance...muahahaha....
so i had fun, but what went on before and after were, not quite what i expected....
had arranged 2 have dinner with some of the gang mbrs b4 heading down 2 momo, but i screwed up the whole thing.
so if u guys r reading this i'm really sorry. i expect myself 2 be late cos i rushed home 2 change first but didn't expect some of us to totally not turn up at all....
guess there was miscommunication....hee...
so anyway, reached home at around 3 pls...mum was waiting for me as usual and she went back to her old ways...i tot we had this conversation before???!!
this time she adds on that i'm getting addicted and how i'm a bad daughter and bad attitude at work...
well i had to explain all over again that the reason why i'm always home late is because we do things at night. i work in the day, i play at night...come home late. simple as that...
what set me thinking was, when
she said i'm a lousy daughter...
i guess i agree that i'm hardly home to accompany my parents...cos i'm always out playing with some friend one way or another, whereas my brother is constantly home late cos he's at work.
it doesn't help that my eldest bro is away stationed in china...it's my
"unspoken, social, family,commercial" responsibilty to be a good girl and stay home to accompany my parents.
plus...she even went to the extent of saying girls who stay out late and go clubbing are all bad!!!!
M-U-M !!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????????i'm not saying that everyone out there are good, kind, angels. i do understand that there are bad pple out there with a motive one way or another.but, me going out late, hanging out with my frens, does not mean i'm turning bad. and if anything at all i do not smoke nor steal...though of course i am no angel. SIGH...i expected better of her....
besides, i hardly club! what me and my friends do most is to do sports like badminton, bowling, ice skating, fly kite (this is on the waiting list), and mostly dinners and suppers...jus that we tend to do things late, so we wrap up late.
maybe me staying home would make her happier and reduce the number of white hairs on her head but would that make me happy?? on this note
i realise that i am very selfish.
while my family are out making a living i only concern myself with my own enjoyment.
i want to be out with my friends, because i do enjoy their company and i feel that this is the time to have fun and play. but i can't seem to justify my enjoyment without making my parents worry. is it just my luck to have such worrisome parents or is it me, who's getting more and more rebellious? i know i shouldn't compare but why can't they trust me like the parents of my friends!?!? jus because i'm a girl? or rather i'm the only girl in the family?
i guess i shd be glad that my mum allows me to stay out late and club at all...but i really hate how she always says things to make me guilty!!!! like telling me how she can't sleep cos i'm not home, how i do not do enough house work and how she thinks i treat her like a maid...arrrggghhh!!!!!!!
am i really that bad??
i have considered moving out. this way i get my privacy, i can have all the late nights i want and i can have guiltless fun.but then again. i know i'll miss my parents and i cannot face the day when i know my days of living with my parents or family is not eternal.
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so i had wanted to work half day yest. cos i couldn't wake up in the morn to get to work at 9.
but i couldn't get my manager. instead decided to go ikea with mum and accompany her for the day. dad's in china and wont be back till sat, which means mum's going to be alone when we all r out at work. we were talking by noon, after she gave me a blastful in the morning (as if the night b4 wasn't enough)...listen to her talk, and nag, and gossip...guess that's the only thing i can do for now...to jus be there n listen...
the fan n air con was switched on, guess it was the idea of losing money that's making him hot!! muahaha...
wealea, kp and liangming...at deb's 21 b'day dinner....blurry blurry night
wenzhang!! grow up!!!
i'm pissed at u, oh yes i am....
we r suppose 2 look into each other's eyes...n it turned out like this...cool
sid n weiming@esplanade.
JY !! its jus great having u ard =)
my day at work
i'm sitting in front of this really old computer, i dun even know the name of it. but i'm glad and happy that i even get a computer. a computer that i can use to access the internet and chat with my frens.
i look at the cisco phone and i wait.
it's a slow morning...i'll b having lunch at 11, the rest of the day is going to be sooooo loooooong.
it's still not ringing.
that's good.
but i'm a little bit bored already. not that i want it to ring. i know it'll ring sooner or later. cos after all this is my job.
but..maybe not so much, not so soon.
actually the type of calls are more impt. i dun mind alot of them provided the calls r benign...or rather i prefer callers who are are sane and happy (who doesn't).
but then again...there r alot of weird people in spore.
maybe they shd get robots to answer calls instead. emotionless, heartless robots. when they can't feel, they'll b in a better position to help these unsound people.
it's almost time, 10.35 am....i'm counting down.
i realise that's my favourite past time...
now what should i eat. it won't be crowded, hardly pple eat at 11. i don't mind not having the crowd. but then again going back to work at 12 when the rest are eating at 12...yucks
oh no its only 10.37...
shit, there's a call. now let's hope its a nice person. let's hope it wont take long.
right. it wasn't too bad. mastered the art of giving non committal answers.haha...
now there's 2 colleagues of mine gossiping behind my back.
that's because my supervisors are busy gossiping in front of me as well. no one to check on them.
i'm sitting directly in front of my 2 supervisors.
which is bad cos i can't really do my own stuff without them looking.
but then its gd too cos i know what they r up to, what they r talking about and it's not behind my back. and i can jus dish info from them and i know it won't b wrong. even if it's wrong...it's not my fault...muahaha....
sneaky people. sneaky things they do.
10.54am...should i put my phone on hold? hmmm...maybe one more min.
saunter to the toilet and then in time to log out...for lunch.
let's hope no one gets on my line now.
right. 10.55am
went for a swim at liangming's condo yest in the late afternoon with jo and sam.
wanted to go earlier for some sun tanning but that stupid bugger decided to go sleep instead =(
but its ok, now that i have his add, i can jus bum in anytime i wan
muahahaa....
after that headed down to amk central, s-11 to binge!!!!
ordered the famous prawn noodle, char kway tiao, and chicken chop and tae-ping...
by the time we finished dinner, it was 10!!!
then we decided to head down to eski bar, which is so freaking difficult to find!!!!!!!!
but it wasn't such a bad idea after all...though a bit small, but it was nice. met up with ellen n boyi (pri sch frens!!!) and the 2 of them ordered a bottle of vodka amongst themselves. crazy nuts were half drunk by the time i arrived. tsk tsk....
anyway, b4 heading down to eski bar, went home to change first.
unfortunately, bro got home at ard the same time. and when he found out that i'm going to a pub at like midnight, he literally hit the roof. i think mum kinda persuaded on my behalf...thank goodness.
but seeing that he can't prevent me from going out late, he decided to control my dressing...
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok so wearing that top may be a little revealing but if mum doesn't say anything, why make so much noise?!!!??!!? sigh...
ended up changing into a tube top, which seriously doesn't make much of a diff to me la...but what the hell,
he's back in china already....
muahahahaha
one morning, as i walked.
they walked past him in flashes. red, blue, black, or was that dark blue, he couldn't decide. he tried to lift his head. hearing the sounds of their footsteps distinctly pounding against his ears. where is he. there's something fidgeting on him.
he's going to be late, he needs to hurry. but why are his footsteps so heavy. were there things cuffed onto his leg.
he's wearing a light blue shirt with faint lines running straight down. horizontal and vertical lines. are they called boxes? the way they cut across each other. or are they called chequers? why did he wear this shirt? he isn't too sure. did they match his pants? maybe. a pair of black pants goes with any colour, surely it'll go with boxes? he do not have time to think. he's rushing
where is he heading to. the escalator. it's being blocked by those colourful things again.
the thing fidgeted again. it smells nice. weirdly nice. and soft.
where is he? he sure don't want to miss any step.
and then, it gurgled. and it smiled. and gave him a great big hug.
it's another monday morning. people rushing to work, minding their own business. he is so overwhelmed with the lack of sleep that he could barely walk properly.
but he needs this job. the baby needs him to keep the job.
the cheery baby pulled at his father's tie, and barely blinked his big round eyes, as big as his dad's spectacles, which strangely to him, he could see something moving.and so he bobbed along with the image, busying himself with that and those flashing past his tiny back.
honestly, without msn and my frens who chat with me during office hours i'll jus
die...
die of boredom (cos there's few pple i can talk to), die of agitation (cos the pple who call in r disgusting n unreasonable) , and die of cold (i do believe it's nearly below zero degrees here)...
thank you fellas for being there for me!!!!!!!!!muackz muackz muackz (=^_^=)
spielberg, i love you, i love your films, but...war of the worlds just didn't work for me...sigh...let's see, now that i'm stuck in the office 5 days (and maybe another half) a week, i miss everything out of and unrelated to the office...wanna swim,watch movie,sleep,go pubs,and basically jus slack but still get paid...where to get this kind of job? in my dreams...yada yada...bro came back to visit yest. with quite a few dvds from china. they are like so freaking cheap! of which was the hitch hiker's guide to the galaxy! hahaha...can't wait to watch =)think he's going to stay only for a few days...things are still the same except mum who can't seem to bear to let him out of sight...hooohooo...also gd, then these few days she'll stop bothering me *grin*
yea!! finally got to watch initial d!!!!!!!
jay is soooooooooo cute! and
anothony wong is fantastic, superb actin.
no doubt they used pretty poster face boys and loads of camera tricks to beef up the limp plot...but... the plot isn't all that bad la...it's good =)
one down, now i need look for pple to watch war of the worlds and alot like love, of which i know most my frens have watched it some way or another. oh well...
this is so amazing. there are actually pple who bother to call up their childhood frens to attend their birthdays...and i tot being able to get pri sch frens is already a feat in itself. this is really one step further....very far away....lol....
but i think it's rather sweet...those who bother to contact and those who even bother to turn up!! dunno whether to say they have too much time ....teeheee...
And i feel even lonelier today
what's there to do after crying?what's there to do after feeling sorry for yourself?no one is going to pity you.for these are choices you made yourself.no one will feel sorry for you.because you are the one feeling the pain.you are the one hurt.
i was angry. but i don't know why.
i was sad. i don't know for who.
i cried. i can't see clearly.
but one thing's for sure. i was true to you.
i was warned. but i chose to ignore it.
i saw the symptons. and i still chose to believe you.
the choices i made. the things i chose to believe in.
i am angry at you but i don't want you to know it.
yo couz!! dedicate this pic to you!! hope we'll meet up again for lunch =)
forgot, dunno how to pronounce the name. it's good
went to bakerzin, superbly sinfully delicious
u'll hardly see phillip in shirt and pants, cos he usually hangs out in the arcade....hahaha...
the guys call him "boss", but i call him the "chauvinist"
joalin and moi!!
on the way to tanjong pagar. sam, lisheng,cheeyan and phillip
truth or dare
was suppose to watch eros yest night, but there was only the 1130 show available. so tot of watching war of the worlds or initial d...but (as expected) sold out....
so went str. down to
mox bar instead of zouk. we
kinda got sick and tired of smelly clubs and noisy rowdy places. and it was a great choice, most definitely =)
when we 1st got there, miscalculation on my part.
i assured them it was a great place to chill, it's comfy, no noisy music, relatively smoke free and not really jam packed.
we (or rather i...) didn't expect the pub to be empty... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... on a wed night...ooooops....
so anyway we tried to relax and be comfortable...chose one of the biggest couch.
everybody literally sank into it. yes we are that tired.
but then it got a bit awkward,even in the darkness i could see the qns marks in everybody's faces
"where IS everybody????!!???"then i asked for a deck of poker cards, and we started to play truth or dare...i realise tht as much as it may seem trite and silly, this is a great game to really get to know your friends. see this is a bunch of friends i got to know in sim, and honestly i dun really know them. and it is a pretty big group...where not everyone talks to everyone else, so i tot, why not play something silly and get to know each other better at the same time ^_^ u may say it is pretty easy to cheat in the "truth" department, but at the end of the day, it boils down to integrity....so anyway, thngs started going crazy when the guys had a bit of a drink and started asking bold/obscene/personal etc etc qns to both sexes (essentially there was only 2 gals and 5 guys). though the dares weren't exciting or particularly fanciful (cos the guys weren't "ahem" gungho enough), i felt like the paparazzi...teeheee.....oh!! we made liangming call rong rong as part of the dare, and shout to her "i love you" !!!!!!!!!!!for a big guy (he's one of the biggest, mr koh this is a compliment to you k!!!!!)he sure is shy! and rong rong was such a sport!! if only i recorded to conversation!! i swore he blushed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kekekeke.....though embarrassing, i think it came to a point where barriers start breakin down and "most "of the juicy things are being spilled. we were screaming and shouting so much as if we are (we were still very much the only gang in the pub) alone and the whole place belongs to us. the pple were nice and didn't chase us out! though they tried to hint by turning of the air con, we still "si lai zhe bu zou" and stayed till 1 plus jus so that we can finish off the deck of cards and make sure no one walks out without being "stripped" naked *grinz*
